Thursday, June 1, 2017

Saxidermy Sixteen

I often look back at previous blog posts, published & unpublished, and I wonder why is it that we do not see how blessed we really are. I'm amazed at how we take for granted small moments, details and for a brief second everything doesn't matter. I know I've had downfalls, trials and disappointments. I've been discouraged and almost quit the one thing that really matters to me. I truly see how blessed I am with opportunities, friends and family. I wouldn't be the person I am today, nor where I am now, if it wasn't for each person who touched my life.
I was definitely inspired to continue music performance by watching some of my favorite bands play. Approaching local artists and befriending them, as well as making more connections through school has definitely helped. I know the road is long, and I'm not where I want to be, but opportunities come once in a life time. I can work really hard to do something, and even if I fail, there's always room for improvement.
This opportunity was very unexpected but brought me a ton of joy. I got to play with the local Utah band Fictionist for the release of their new album "Sleep Machine. This was incredibly similar to things I've experienced so far in college at SLCC, though the Commercial Ensemble class, but at the same time it was not something I had done before. The Fictionist's music is very synth oriented, as to where I play saxophone and usually get put in groups that do pop or jazz covers. The idea was to have a 16 saxophone choir backing and doubling different parts to make it sound incredible. This was the first time something like this had ever been done [at Velour]. It was an exciting experience to even be asked to participate. It's been surreal.
June 13, 2015
I look back to the first time I saw The Neon Trees in concert. It was part of their "Intimate Night Tour" in June 2015 where they went and played small venues, similar to Velour which was where they started. Utah, on the other hand, was special and we got more of a music festival in which different bands played. Those included The Strike, Fictionist, Alex Winston, Big Data & Blue Aces. The Neon Trees have been my favorite band since I was in 8th grade and their music has definitely shaped me into the person I am today. I was extremely excited when I finally was able to see them before their long hiatus.


Neon Trees performing June 13, 2015




Tyler Glenn ♥

Branden Campbell & Neon Trees ♥☺

The Strike at UVU on June 13, 2015


They're cool, right?




This was the night I fell in love with The Strike since. I was [still am] obsessed with ska and had made a joke to my aunt (who took me to the show as sort of a graduation present) that if there were any saxophones, trumpets, or trombones my night would be complete. I was shocked when the Strike took the stage and they were exactly what I was looking for. (Not ska).  Since turning 19 I have caught every show I possibly could. On June 2016 they played in my hometown and  I talked to the Saxophonist, Myles Lawrence, and he gave me some pointers and since then he's helped me in different ways to get more confident in my saxophone abilities. I see him at different shows every now and he always gives me advice. The Fictionist recruited him to compose something, and he ended up writing a 16 saxophone choir to their new album, Sleep Machine. After one of the Strike concerts we were talking and he brought up that opportunity and I was ecstatic to be part of it. Once everything was organized and arranged, I ended up playing Bari sax.
Velour Live Music Gallery, Provo UT
(Photo Cred: one of the other tenor saxes)

Myles has been my mentor of some sorts.
Free jazz with the Fictionist (:
(Photo Cred: Kyle N.)








Me, Branden C & Branden
(Photo Cred: Payton R)
Fictionist & Friends, Sleep Machine Release
(Photo Cred: Melanie P) 

Just chillin' before the show. Sixteen Saxophone Choir
(Photo Courtesy of Myles L.)

Meeting Branden Campbell
Rehearsals with the Fictionist were great and productive. The Saxophone harmonies and panning of the parts was incredible. I still can't believe I got to experience this. Branden Campbell, the bassist from Neon Trees was announced as one of the guests who would be joining the Fictionist on stage, and I completely lost my cool. Like I mentioned before, I loved the Neon Trees since I was in 8th grade and never had I ever imagined that I would be playing a show with [any of] them. I saw him at one of the rehearsals and we talked a little. I fan-girled, of course, and got a picture with him. He was pretty cool, and very talented. We talked a few times, and he's really nice and encouraging and excited to play with so many saxophones. He gave me a bass pick that has his name on it and the Neon Trees logo. I completely lost it. I think that it's important to keep a balance between people you meet professionally and people you meet because you're a fan. I hope to someday work with Branden (and hopefully the rest of Neon Trees).

The back to back shows
Friday and Saturday.
I had the opportunity to play on stage with all of these talented people, while the rest of the saxes were on the risers on each side of the venue. It was incredible how pumped the crowd was. It was definitely a sight to see. The Fictionist are all talented dudes in many different aspects, and I feel extremely honored and grateful to have this experience. I hit all the right notes and had fun while doing so. The energy on stage was incredible compared to what I normally experience in the crowd. The commercial ensemble class at SLCC had definitely prepared me for this experience. Fictionist have played with Neon Trees, Imagine Dragons and Vampire Weekend, to name a few. Bari sax is not my main instrument, and to be quite fair I've spent the least time playing Bari. This experience taught me that Bari sax is a useful tool. Everyone has their strengths and weaknesses.
Robbie from Fictionist
(Photo Cred: Melanie P.)
(Photo Cred: Kyle N.)
Taking the stage with Fictionist, Branden Campbell, and Myles Lawrence was something I never imagined. These two shows are definitely what dreams are made of. I don't think I can condense into words what I felt in the moment or how I feel now, remembering that it happened. If it wasn't for the pictures, I wouldn't believe that I was on stage with them.




The significance in this gig, for me was that it was the biggest gig I've done so far. The biggest crowd I've played for was my graduating class and the people that came to support us. It was my senior year jazz combo and I got to do a tenor sax solo. It was about half of the Maverick Center, but this is a lot closer to what I want to do with my life. The whole experience was surreal. I never thought about playing at one of my favorite venues or even to be playing along side some of the people I look up to.
It really is incredible what we take for granted. I'm so lucky and so blessed to have good influences in my life. I love meeting musicians. I think the most important thing I still need to learn is that even though I may think someone is the most amazing human being in the world, they may not be to everyone else. You gotta keep it professional with people that you meet. People are people no matter how extraordinary they seem. After a while of knowing someone they lose their magic and are just as normal and extraordinary as you! (: Because you may not see it but you are special too!
"be the change you want to see in the world" -ghandi







Tuesday, April 11, 2017

Moral Support

I feel like there are things that we often overlook.
Growing up, I didn't have too many friends until about Jr High. I made some really great friends throughout those years. As we grew older and went through high school, I made even more friendships.
We grow up and change.
We grow apart, our interests change and we go to college. I still keep in touch with some people I call my friends. I have the regular friends I hang out with on the weekends, and I have the friends I see at LDS Mission Farewells and Homecomings. We catch up, and make more memories. I made some great friends through work, some friendships have potential to last long, or even survive hardships.
Despite it all, I still love my friends because they are my family. They are more like family than my actual family. They have been there for me during some of the roughest times in my life, as well as my successes.
I am truly blessed to have these incredible people in my life.
I love being able to help friends prepare for their religious mission, wedding, birthday, or really anything that involves being part of their life in one way or another. I love them all very much. There's so much I would do for them.
Unfortunately, as we grow up, we learn to depend less on each other. We don't need as much of each other and we find our partners. Eventually get married and the friends seem to be pushed aside. There are other priorities in our lives and we overlook what we once had.
I always invite my friends to parties, concerts and other events and for some reason they fall through. It hurts a lot when it happens but I understand things have more priority in their lives. I think about every wrong thing that my friends have done, but this is all superficial. It doesn't matter in the end as to who came to your 21st birthday party, your son's baptism luncheon or even said yes when you asked them to be your bridesmaid. As long as YOU had a good time, that's all that matters.


It's hard to have fun on your own, but use that time to do something creative like DIY projects, or go on a "me date". Being on your own doesn't have to be a curse, you can meet new people and have fun, maybe make new friends. I often find myself going to concerts alone and enjoying them just as much. There's a negative connotation to doing things alone but keep in mind that sometimes being by yourself is great. Be your own person. Whoever comes or at least reaches out to you is worth keeping in your life. Give as many second chances as you want, just know the consequences of it. BE THE PERSON YOU WANT TO BE.
The most important thing is: be happy because of the person you have become.


-if you are reading this and you think I'm still mad at you for the thing you did, trust me when I say that I'm not. I got over it. It took some time but I'm over it. It might've hurt at the time and I might've thought I would never talk to you again, but trust me. I do still love you. You are my family. Thank you for giving me time to myself.-